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i've been busy, yeah?

last time i was in here, i talked about web dev adventures and fixing up the site- which i did, and i think i did pretty well. now i'm moving to a fun new thing- 3D animation.

i've always wanted to get into 3D- and i don't think im half bad at it. my first two 3D animations have been posted on my youtube, and both of them are pretty good. well, lovemail's alright, but the GOD entry is blowing up- and i think that's cause i poured my whole animussy into it. rightfully so- it's for a contest. seeing the other entries coming in is thrilling, but i'm also psyching myself out, so... viewing in moderation.

it's weird because i always thought i'd do terrible with 3D animation. i can model a little, but i know they're not too great. i'm still learning. i have a lot more planned now, especially since blender offers so much potential and is freeing up some ideas that were stuck in the brain cracks. the grease pencil tool mixed with 3D models... i might be able to finish a lot of things i never got back to before- or, for the hell of it, let's just redo them completely!

i've also been bitten by the BIT.TRIP bug again, so expect the CV page to be updated with some fun new stuff. i plan on adding a character page, more stuff about the games, a gallery (with EVERY-EVERY-EVERYTHING I CAN FIND! including looking for those old runner2 devlog concepts...) and more! more probably being, uh, my own art and a new animation coming soon.....

anyway. fun times here in the tesh house. im making my return to youtube, since twitter's completely fucked and tumblr is deciding to head down the drain as well. other socials just don't boost me enough to reliably try and make a living off my art... which is already hard as all hell. we continue. we move forward. maybe its a good thing the BIT.TRIP bug decided to bite now- it always fills me with motivation, and a new love for the things i do. oh, CV, you're just too damn positive, its contagious.

anyway, i hope you've been well, whoever's reading this. it's tough out there recently. look out for yourself, say hi to your loved ones. do the dishes and take out the trash, get rid of the laundry pile. i know i finally pushed myself to do those things, it's a nightmare but self care is ugly sometimes. you'll feel a lot better when everything's taken care of, i promise. oh, and eat something, and drink water and all the other stuff. you know.

good luck out there!